we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetises a pin

was it worth it

so at the end

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

what do you mean

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

isaac

your feed looks like my tumblr

i have read not even 1 book

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

i love it here

like magnets

is this you as well

yeah

have you read

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i dont understand magnetisation

its performative

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

IWGD

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

lol yea

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.