it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you have a beautiful account btw

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thank you, Jack

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Rain, starting

but really the thing should be autonomous

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

wait what is that

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class