all that is to say


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

Better Lift



Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

IWGD

currently

it is hopeful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

propensity within someone

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

you cannot feed someone truth

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Picture

division of reality is straying away from it

Worse Lift

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

so at the end

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

really i want the internet