i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.


"Put a blanket."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

plato

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

isaac

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

It Will Get Lighter

like magnets

which magnetises chains of pins

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

isaac newton

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

thank you

is this you as well

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no longer writing in the third person