not their contents

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

magnetises a pin

that looks like my instagram account

i was tempted to lie about my name

ion

plato

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

wait what is that

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

what do you mean

your feed looks like my tumblr

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Slug

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

isaac

yeah

feel you

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

is everyoneback on tumblr now

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Put a blanket."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.