Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Better Lift


it is hopeful

i see a website

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

kind of mythopoesis

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

you cannot feed someone truth

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.