i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

not their contents

like first name

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation/form

bro i read nothing in my life

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i really havent

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I Write Goodbye Letter

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

much more tactility

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

Thank you, Jack

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

magnetises a pin

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life