okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you have a beautiful account btw

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

December 2025


2 (actually index). two is company

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

was it worth it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

But seriously, thank you, Jack

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Rain, starting

so the method has to be autonomous

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

...

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.


i have read not even 1 book