was it worth it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i love it here

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

no like which do people call me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i want to do that too

autonomy of learning

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

lol

all that is to say

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

was it worth it

like first name

...

is this you as well

idk

thank you

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

isaac

so at the end

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.