i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i dont understand magnetisation

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

hello reader,

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

its good

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

abrar?

autonomy of learning

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

ion

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

plato

Today I felt like starting

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then