theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i understand

idk

so the method has to be autonomous

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

as in

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

lol

not their contents

feel you

yeah

i dont understand magnetisation

Slug

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

is this you as well

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.