lol

isaac

December 2025

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

isaac newton

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

or never left

"Put a blanket."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i really havent

its performative

like magnets

2 (actually index). two is company

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

plato

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.