hiding from the rain

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

in a post. I want to be remembered

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Lift Analysis

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

much more tactility

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

Thank you, Jack

i love it here

13, H, grate

as in

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

abrar?

yeah

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.