i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I Write Goodbye Letter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Today I felt like starting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning


much more tactility



plato

so at the end

whats your name?

we can only engage in such a way

what do you think my name is

Can I see

no i haven't really read anything


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

in a post. I want to be remembered

feel you

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

It Will Get Lighter

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i was tempted to lie about my name

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

lol yea

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

ahnaf abrar

yeah

that looks like my instagram account

kind of mythopoesis