My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
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abrar?
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
much more tactility
feel you
autonomy of learning
bro i read nothing in my life
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
was it worth it
or never left
really i want the internet
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
we need to be deconstructing our identities
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
idk
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
and the fake qualifier
bro i read nothing in my life
but really the thing should be autonomous
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt