think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it

2 (actually index). two is company

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hello reader,


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⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

no longer writing in the third person


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.



ahnaf is it worth reading all those books