ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

feel you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

...

or never left

have you read

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

wait what is that

magnetises a pin

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

was it worth it

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

like first name


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

god being the centre magnet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

no longer writing in the third person

like magnets