Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

hiding from the rain

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

"Put a blanket."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thank you, Jack

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

god being the centre magnet

like first name

and the fake qualifier