brb i will read and reply sincerely

propensity within someone

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

It Will Get Lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging