i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Worse Lift

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

abrar?

send your tumblr

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i love it here

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

bro i read nothing in my life

as in