so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged


Better Lift

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

like first name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


not so on: yvf(wthw)

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

It Will Get Lighter

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