I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i love it here

was it worth it

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

plato

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

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in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so an active mazelike process

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good short few pages

you cannot feed someone truth

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

December 2025