I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

wait what is that

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


but really the thing should be autonomous

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

kind of mythopoesis

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i love it here

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

13, H, grate

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is everyoneback on tumblr now