but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
have you read
god being the centre magnet
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
ion
autonomy of learning
is this you as well
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
much more tactility
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
so an active mazelike process