"Put a blanket."

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Rain, starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thank you, Jack

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

was it worth it

not their contents

was it worth it

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

what do you mean

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Style

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

fw

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift