okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

really i want the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

hiding from the rain


abrar?

like first name

no like which do people call me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

December 2025

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no i haven't really read anything

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

what do you think my name is

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

magnetises a pin

isaac newton

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

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Thank you, Jack


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It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

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i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

2 (actually index). two is company

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13