It Will Get Lighter
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
It Will Get Lighter
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
bro i read nothing in my life
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
what do you think my name is
i was tempted to lie about my name
