i want to do that too


FOUNDING DOCUMENT


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

2 (actually index). two is company

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I Write Goodbye Letter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thank you, Jack

...

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


Can I see

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

December 2025

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no longer writing in the third person