FOUNDING DOCUMENT

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

what do you mean

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

that looks like my instagram account

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

feel you

its good short few pages

2 (actually index). two is company

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Rain, starting

or never left

...

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

in a post. I want to be remembered

magnetisation/form

you have a beautiful account btw

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

abrar?

is everyoneback on tumblr now

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thank you, Jack

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

and the fake qualifier

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging