Rain, starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

no like which do people call me

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

isaac newton

plato

which magnetises chains of pins

i was tempted to lie about my name

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

we need to be deconstructing our identities

is this you as well

you cannot feed someone truth

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ahnaf abrar

like magnets

magnetisation/form


god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

whats your name?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate