Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

its performative

like first name

really i want the internet

Today I felt like starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

13, H, grate

Picture

kind of mythopoesis

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i was tempted to lie about my name

isaac

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

as in

sorry i am texting like a slav

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

we can only engage in such a way

so the method has to be autonomous

Can I see

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

we need to be deconstructing our identities

hiding from the rain

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Better Lift

was it worth it