but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

currently

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

but i respect your search

not their contents

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

lol yea

your feed looks like my tumblr

or never left

thank you

Today I felt like starting

Better Lift

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

was it worth it