propensity within someone
i love it here
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so the method has to be autonomous
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
magnetisation/form
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
ahnaf abrar
we need to be deconstructing our identities
yeah
it is hopeful
no longer writing in the third person
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
feel you
no like which do people call me
its performative
autonomy of learning
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.