what do you mean

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

13, H, grate

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

1

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

currently

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no longer writing in the third person

have you read