no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

we can only engage in such a way

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Lift Analysis

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

not their contents