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I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Worse Lift

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Style

Today I felt like starting

currently

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.