Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

idk

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf abrar

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

isaac newton

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i was tempted to lie about my name

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

you have a beautiful account btw

its good

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

yeah

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

much more tactility