Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Lift Analysis

but i respect your search

but really the thing should be autonomous

Can I see

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

so an active mazelike process

I am below everything.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

it is hopeful

god being the centre magnet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

much more tactility