it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so at the end

propensity within someone

hiding from the rain

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

It Will Get Lighter


whats your name?

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

what do you think my name is

and the fake qualifier

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

feel you

sorry i am texting like a slav

i was tempted to lie about my name

December 2025

we need to be deconstructing our identities

like magnets

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i understand

ahnaf abrar

yeah

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

your feed looks like my tumblr

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

IWGD

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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

plato

fw

kind of mythopoesis

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

its good

what do you mean