the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

really i want the internet

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I am below everything.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

ahnaf abrar


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

like first name