nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

        13       |
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            H   |
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. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
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a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Better Lift

it is hopeful

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

division of reality is straying away from it