13, H, grate

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Rain, starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

isaac

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Put a blanket."

I am below everything.

its good short few pages

ion

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

its performative

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

yeah

lol