the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

2 (actually index). two is company

in a post. I want to be remembered

Worse Lift

"Put a blanket."

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it is hopeful

currently

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

hello reader,

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

December 2025

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging