you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

lol yea

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

isaac newton

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

isaac

god being the centre magnet

lol

that looks like my instagram account

thank you

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

yeah

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

yeah

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Today I felt like starting

all that is to say