"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

kind of mythopoesis


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

you have a beautiful account btw

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but i respect your search

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41