i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

"Put a blanket."

in a post. I want to be remembered

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I am below everything.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting