Better Lift

but i respect your search

IWGD

you have a beautiful account btw

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

it is hopeful

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Lift Analysis

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


abrar?

i really havent

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i see a website

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Style

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we can only engage in such a way

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Slug

but really the thing should be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

all that is to say

like first name

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter