I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

what do you think my name is

was it worth it

plato

all that is to say

yeah

ahnaf abrar

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

no like which do people call me

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is this you as well

i love it here

and the fake qualifier

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

fw

December 2025

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

the site i am dreaming

send link

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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