I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

we can only engage in such a way

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

bro i read nothing in my life


It Will Get Lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

your feed looks like my tumblr

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

so an active mazelike process

wait what is that

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

or never left

not their contents

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

yeah

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

barren land