you have a beautiful account btw

but i respect your search

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i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

division of reality is straying away from it

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i understand

idk

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

lol

plato